turned in my withdrawl paper...so no more springstead for me...no more GHEY SHOWS....where i have to put up with annoying as people...and that makes me happy....so anyways...i was rumaging through old posts and i found one i kinda liked...it was all my philosophy crap...i figured why not post it again...so here it is 
» last of the philosophy
ramblings of a lost child
the severeity of our actions is being seen with current events...our actions have prevented our dreams which was once utopia...the perfect place where all could live and be happy...perfection at is apex...is this perfection to far fetched...can it not be achieved...there are many things preventing it from happening...which is clearly apparent in straight view...but what about indirectly...is such a view really to much of a burden that we do not put forth our efforts to achieve it...in the 1950's the idea of the "Nuclear Family" came about...some saw this as a way of conformity and refused it...the idea behind it was where the man made the money for the family...the woman was in the kitchen while the 2 children played with their friends and went to school so on and so forth...imagine a place similar to that...but not so binding....where even the woman could go off and work if she felt...and there was no need for divorce or separation...no problems to be dealt with...of course this would not work...because of humanity's reluctance to conform to this nature....but what is so wrong with it...people could be happy if they allow it...or maybe they wouldnt...how could we know if we do not attempt this...the nuclear family was just a view...not necessairly a way of life that was forced...just what things could be like if you wanted it like that...but is the only way to reach utopia through force...but why should we have to force it...wouldn't people want to live in perfection...i do not think so...this is why there is so much crime and imperfection in our world today...the only thing that is free is our poluted air that we breathe that fills our lungs with the poison that destroys us...we put the poison there though...we blackened our own skies....consequentlu we much pay for what we have done to our fair mother earth...whose lands were rich and beautiful...green and bright...with enough food for its inhabitants...but the greed of man has overtaken this land and it now suffers from our industry...our own venom...our personal poison...."a snake may have venom that may hurt in the present, but only man can destroy your future"...i wrote that a long time ago in a book i wrote....not necessarily a book...but a compilation of thoughts that were written out for anyone who wanted to read them....but anyways....what is the fundamental flaw in utopias....the answer is nothing...the frlaw is in ourselves...that we connot reach this goal of perfection simply becuase we will not let ourselves have it...is it that our hope for this to come is to great...that when the oppurtunity to have perfection is in our grasp that we do not jump for it and do everything within our own personal boundries to achieve it...maybe so...but in time...im sure these questions will be answered
Visions of Utopia are as numerous as the number of people. Every person has their own view of what Utopia, a heaven on earth, would be like. While there is no unified view of Utopia, the various views can be classified into some common groups. The range of these groups spans from those who believe they have already found Utopia, to those who believe humans can reach a state of pure energy, which is a realm beyond Utopia. All views of Utopia involve change, which affects human systems and institutions. Such change will only be facilitated by a fundamental reassessment of every human-made system in light of its purpose and function. For example, enforcement of the law should refocus its goal to truth finding, and eliminate the institutionalized court room rules that perpetuate gamesmanship instead of justice. Some people are blinded by emotion and/or self-serving beliefs when it comes to changing institutions or systems they are connected with. Institutions exist to serve humans. Humans do not exist to serve institutions. The starting point of an honest evaluation of the systems that serve Humanity is an understanding of who they serve, which involves an understanding of the nature of humans.Humans consist of a physical body which includes the brain. The cells of the body and brain are interconnected by nerve fibers. These nerve fibers carry nerve impulses from the brain to the body, and stimulus from the sensory organs (eyes, ears, nose, tongue, and skin) to the brain. The body is nourished with food, and burns the same to create the energy impulses that travel the nerves. Therefore, people are part of the duality of the third dimension.Three dimensional objects (matter) are in essence trapped energy, and as such, mass can be converted into energy, and energy can be converted into mass. Einstein's theory of relativity summarizes this duality by stating that matter and energy are not distinct, and they can be changed into each other (energy is equivalent to mass times the velocity of light squared). One example of this duality is photosynthesis. The sun emits energy in the form of light and heat by burning up matter, and trees convert the sun light back into matter in the form of their growth. A grown tree may then be burned in a fireplace to release energy in the form of heat and light. This circular duality between energy and matter is one of the elements of the third dimension. The human mind is at the cusp of this duality. The brain functions at the convergence between matter and energy, and uses energy to create thought. The human body (mass) is the tangible physical existence, and thought (energy impulses traveling in that mass) is the intangible mental existence. The duality of mass and energy exist in man as body and thought.The body is a vessel only. Once the brain stops functioning, there is a lack of energy impulses, one is legally dead, and if on life support machines they are disconnected because the body alone is not the person. One's being is their conscious perception of themselves and their surroundings, which perception comprises current sensory impulses in conjunction with accessed knowledge from prior stored memories in the brain. In sum, the true essence of being is mental existence through thought from energy
Mar. 12th, 2004 @ 07:11 pm
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» more philosophy
Balance,equality, and at the pinnacle lies chaos....the trifecta of life and of our every day existence...to know this brings nothing but more pointless tedious thoughts that do nothing but drive a man into sheer insanity with his heart and soul...in our search for equality we have traveled a path that has lead us to balance...they live upon the same infinite line with no beginning nor end...only only that where we want it to be...what we see in our mind to be true...but do some see this as the end of a bigger question...a bigger point perhaps....Chaos...understood by itself and lived and preformed in everday life...but do we start from a balance equal life and in our act to preserve this does it lead us to the apex of choas...or from our birth are we born into chaos:the madness and insanity...and in our late days of life do we branch in balance and equality...is there an answer to these monotonous questions that trouble my mind...or are they ramblings from lives past that have not yet left me...
Mar. 12th, 2004 @ 07:09 pm
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well im adding more entries...i wrote these all a while ago..my old philosophy stuff...
Freedom!!!
Hello again my fellow viewers today is such a beautiful day...although it is raining right now....beauty still fills the air and everything is still so full of life...which brings me to the topic of today...Freedom...yes freedom...how weve all gone to class and listened to the teacher ramble on about the laws of modern society...but that is not iwhat i wish to do to you today...i speak of Freedom of the soul.
The rain although a hindrence to some...is free...falling from the clouds only to fall to its deth...for to be reborn again in a neverending cycle...what if...our sould were to roam as free as this...imagine the world...beautiful as it already is...but being able to see it in a new light...one not bounded by the common laws of man...but instead free to let itself shine....even the earth has an aura...but many take this for granted and destroy parts of the earth...i ask you....why should you step on that insect...or that flower...it has a soul....but because it isnt like us...is that the reason for destroying it....we have freedom yes....but only to a limit...i think of unrestrained unbridled freedom...where the earth wraps you into its love and you feel nothing but the excitement and beauty of life...if this was as easy as words...we would all truly be free.
Faith
Hello fellow children of the earth...how are you today....today i was thinking about different cultures...and i thought of the indians...a partucular group really...the navahos...i remeber in class i had to read a story about them...their culture and history to me is amazing...also their absolute faith and keeping the earth as well as they can...whenever they took something from the earth they made no waste...for to them it was sacred...their pictures and painting are among the most beautiful on this earth to me...the colors so vivid and beautiful....after all of the pain and suffering they went through to hold their land...they still kept faith and knew the earth would not let them go
why cant we today have that kind of devout faith and discipline...we are so spread out....dont mistake what im saying for conformity...but i would just like for someone not to feel left out because of their beliefs or anything of that nature...i understand there will always be conflict on the earth...we learn from this though...havent we seen the destruction and death that we have caused....for pointless war...sometimes war isnt justified...then again maybe it is...war can be for a righteous cause and id like to believe that we have not gone to war for a petty cause...but we have...countless numbers of times...i guess peace is just a concept to difficult to grasp in this existence...but oh well...no reason to give up hope
life has many turns and twists...but there are also steady parts where is seems to go nowhere...but is this really true...do we ever really get nowhere...that thought deserves a new post...but ill save it for later....hmmm i wonder what new suprises life will turn up this week...ttyl my people
Mar. 12th, 2004 @ 07:07 pm
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» Another Journal For Me...
now to get you all caught up on me im going to post some important things that i had posted in my previous journal on xanga. Lets start with my intoduction paragraph on time hope and love.
Something that has been drifting in my mind Love and hope....quintessential in life...providing us with great power and determination...yet destroying our very being when it is not fufilled...the power to do so much...hope pumping our hearts with the blood needed to survive...drive us to complete our mission and what is it that you have...no hope left...all is gone...concordantly our love having no hope is also destroyed...this ongoing blitzkrieg between our love and reality...our hope in the back layers of our lives...driving us to sheer subversion...why must we continue this battle...is this so necessitous...who gave this quest to us...who gave us love...and why are we compelled to find it...love...and undefined term...no true meaning...an emotion experienced by one...how do we know what love is the old saying of "you'll know when you find it" doesnt seem to be good enough anymore...there must be a reason...is it a systemic anomoly experienced by all...a disease contracted spread like wildfire into others hearts...when shall i find this love...my hopes and aspirations for it have dwindled that i cannot see what is truly so alluring about it...maybe in time...time shall reveal the answer to this question...only time compelling is it not...time...lastingness...allotment never ending...but why do we think time has no end..becuase we have not experienced it?...maybe time does end...stops...pauses for a break...would we know..how could we...an enigma wrapped in a paradox sheltered within a conundrum known as life this "time" seems to have always....been...but when talking of time...how is it possible to decribe something with itself...beginning and end...all mean a time...a place...a starting and an ending...a conclusion...but when will this conclusion happen...will we know...will we be around to see it...a methodical order of all being and creation...time...why was it given this name...who thinks they know what this means...what it shall mean...what can this be...why has it been presented to us....coherently we have always taken this subject as nothing...but it is beyond comprehension...why do we not force our mind to define this term...to truly discover its real meaning...is it because it is realized by our mind as to much to put into so few words...words cannot describe time because it is undefined...just as love and hope...if the only way we can have time is if we take it then is time that we have captured for ourselves truly ours....
Mar. 12th, 2004 @ 06:59 pm
